[[.blOggiE .]]
Thursday, June 23, 2005
decisions..decisions..decisions
at the age of 19, juz dis year, i had to make so much decisions myself. Firstly, there's the job contract thingy, which i had been wondering if i shld accept the the 6-mths contract for the job (i did). However, i ended up terminating the contract juz 5 mths plus, missing out mi bonus.(it can't be helped since ntu is starting sch juz after the last dae of the contract) Next, came the university and the courses that i wan to study, that will affect my future. In the end, i chose the double degree in ntu, juz hope that i made a right decision after all. Then, there's the hostel thingy and now the orientation stuffs. At lst, want to go for the SBS orientation camp and the Halls FOC, but the camps are so ex, and looking at the orientation package of SBS doesn't really attract mi much.Worse still, looking at the long list of stuffs that i have to bring for the camp, i bcum more sianz than ever. At least, for the halls FOC, i can slp in mi hostel rm and thr's bed all dese. Want to go for the sports camp too, but 7 daes of continous vigorous sports games is so hiong. Besides that, if i'm gg for the SBS's, which is from 4th jul to 8jul, and Halls' from 18th jul to 23 jul, i won't b able to go for the sports' ( 11jul to 17jul), i nid a break from the work, orientation camps, and get ready for sch. So, in the end, cfm gg for the halls FOC, hmm..still wondering bout the SBS's one.hmm..
Can't believe i hav everythingy planned for the cuming wks and for the last official wk of mi wrk. Officially, my last dae is 6th jul, yet, if i'm clearing my leave(only 3 daes left), i would be leaving on lst jul. However, have decided to go for the removal of my wisdom tooth on nxt mon, hoping that the doc would give me 5 daes of mc, from nxt mon to fri, which means, i will hav one wk mc from work, n the unofficial last dae will b tomorrow. Yeah!! juz hope the doc will b so damn nice, though mi mum has been telling mi i muz b dreaming. Considering the fact that, the doc is so stingy and grant me 3-4 daes of mc onli, i onli nid to go back to wrk for the most 2 daes nxt wk, which is so much better than staying for daes in tong eng, and i just can't stand it ovr thr. Juz hope everythingy will go as planned. Of coz, i'm gg 2 miss all the fun colleagues i mit wrking at dis company, and nt forgetting the bitches and idiots hu made mi lst job so unforgettable and memorable. Shall leave all the thanks and mushy words to the last dae of wrk.
Thanks so much janice for lending mi her creative discount card. Shall get my mp3 player nxt wk, since thr's creative roadshow at orchard cineleisure on 1st jul to 3rd jul. hmm. still considering b/w creative Muvo TX FM (1GB) and Muvo V200 (1GB), after all the comments from fellow colleagues and IT experts.
stopid guy, made mi recall everythingy bout mi lst confession, the tears, the broken heart... Come to tink of it, i juz dun understand hw i have the courage to sae tt to a guy. If i were ever to do it again, i might nt have the courage anymore. Not anymore. It was the lst time, n shall be the last one too. It shall be the only time, once in my lifetime i did this, at least i experience it before though the aftermath had been so hurting and sad. Thank god, for we are gd buddies and frenz nw..
Reminiscing stops at |8:27 PM|
