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Sunday, April 30, 2006
juz have my supper..
so used to having supper in hall tt nw even at home, i have the cravings for food, cooking my own noodles in the middle of the night. This is bad, which means, i'm getting fat soon!!!!!
came back home on fri night...
All of us came home, the block will be extreme quiet now, without us creating havoc thr..
it seems so conducive to study rite? but i came home to study instead, miss home, the food, mummy, daddy and irritating bro, and of coz the double bed tt i've been slping for past few wks, too comfortable to resist.
the guys have gone home ever since their exams ended and some have even moved out of hall, lena and rene gg back home after the staying ovr in hall last wkend, jon gg malaysia for his diving trip over the wkend
so much happenings despite the muggings, slacking and more muggings i've been doing..
thurs
supposed wake up early to go swimming wif jon, but it rained instead. As usual, it alwaze rains whenever i intend to go swimming. Then went all the waze to NIE canteen for lunch and mit lena at the same time.
Dinner was subway then. The 3 of us went out to JP to buy subway for the others in hall, and at the same time, did some shopping..
Back in hall, more mugging for me, until i turned a bit mad and started screaming out of the window to lena's fren ovr at the nxt block..
Then, it was prata for supper. We went out early dis time, so thr's no nid for us to climb the gate back to school. On the waze back, we get a bit too high, esp lena and i, both of us start singing and luffing throughout the journey back, while jon n his fren join in occasionally.
fri
as usual, mugging..
the others went home early, and jon pang seh me again, when i asked him to buy back soem food for me. Cant blame him though, for he was late for his diving trip too, ended up rushing back to hall, packing his stuffs and off he went to malaysia. So unfair, he's out thr looking at corals and marine life and here i m, stucked in s'pore studying for the damn exams.
3 more pprs to go, on 3 consecutive daes, which oso means, thicker eyebags and darker rings decorating my eyes..
but i'll survive, 3 more pprs and it will end my sufferings, and more exciting stuffs awaits for me.
oh ya, shu ting helps us (lena and i) find a temp job at bouna vista.hmm, a bit too far, but gg to wrk for the mean time, for it's flexible and can quit anitime u wan. Somemore, thr's frenz ard to accompany me. Still, if i found a job nearer to home, then i'll forgo dis for the new one. so for the mean time, will have to travel back hall to stay occasionally during the hols.
oh ya, one funnie thing happens last wkend.
went home for the wkend, leaving lena and jon in hall.
Lena was asking me when i'm gg back hall then since i dun hav ppr the following wk, and i juz cheekily said tt if they miss me, then i'll go back c them.
Of coz, lena mentioned she miss me, and she even used jonnie's msn to fake tt he missed me too, trying to make me cum back hall.
din expect tt, jon sent me a mms, a pic of him lying on my bed wif my hippo, and he wrote, "got miss me?"
i was luffing non-stop when i received it..it's so so so funnie and lame.
In return, i sent him a mms, a pic of me wif my hair down, " of coz i miss u, miss u so much tt wan go hell find u nw"
sumtimes, lame stuffs can really help to relieve ur stress..
sometimes saying nothing is the best solution..
mabe for nw, saying nuthun to each other is the best thing, but does it even includes "hi" "bye"?
Despite dis, i wont regret saying that at all, at least i made it known to u, in fact, i felt a relief.
I'm so glad i did so, for i felt the old ohm is back nw..
hooray..the galz r staying ovr on 4 May..cant wait..
Reminiscing stops at |1:07 AM|
Thursday, April 27, 2006
studying marketing at the moment..
then a sudden loss of focus, eyes start to drift away from the minature words, mind begin to think of other stuffs instead of trying hard to understand the business market concepts..
decide to take a break from the books and lecture notes..
a tiring wednesdae for my brain..
mugging,mugging n more mugging. Still the progress is too slow, i nid to rush through my work to get myself ready for the 3 pprs next week.
the guys neighbours came back to move their stuffs out of hall..
was studying in py's and jon's rm wed's afternoon when bernard walked past the rm and told me he and the other 2, py n shaun are moving out of hall todae.OMG, so fast? i haven finished my exam lo, and they are already moving out of hall.
Almost 3 months of not seeing them, except for the camps. gonna miss their noises, and all their vulgar languages. Juz yesterdae night, was telling lena tt it seems so abnormally quiet with most of the guy neighbours away from hall.
haiz..
i'll be moving out after exam too.hmm, but leaving some stuffs in jon's rm, dun wana move those heavy stuffs in and out of hall every year.
So galz, wan cum stay in my rm and create havoc tgt, cum early k? coz i 'll be moving out soon..
hmm, hw bout4th may? after my last ppr.
tell me bout it soon..
going swimming later..
but still depending on the weather condition.
haven been to the pool for a long long time, i miss swimming..
hmm..to correct myself, it's leisure swimming, i loathe swimming training, but somehow i miss waterpolo more, even waterpolo trning
waterpolo trning is tougher than swimming trning, yet i miss it? hmm..sadist!!
but i reallie miss waterpolo alot now,miss the ball slamming into my face,miss the 2-3 hours of treading water(my fav),miss the "crawling" style (tt's wat the guys suan me bout), miss the idiotic training guys mates, and lastly, miss the galz thr..
haiz..
was discussing wif lena early in the evening about...
y r humans so complicated?
y isit so hard to maintain a relationship? When a couple stays tgt, isit bcoz of love or isit just due to the needs and wants for the presence of each other?
y some ppl juz act differently in front of others, in fact, acting so abnormally then, nt their usual self? aint they tired?
in fact, we're juz complaining bout life being so complicated, with me ending the conversation wif my usual phase," life sucks".
Reminiscing stops at |4:09 AM|
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
it has been a long time since i experienced such high stress level...
n tonite..it's supposed to b yesterdae night, i felt mi stress level up to mi neck, having difficulty breathing, slight chest pain etc.
dun worry, it's normal for mi, esp whenever i am stress..was rushing 2 lect on 107..genetics..
damn..blame miself for nt revising thru the tough modules regularly..
nw i've to waste mi time, understanding and memorising..damn..and i'm less than half done for dis module..
despite dis, the slacker mi still afford to go out in the afternoon for sakee sushi buffet wif lena,sean(lena's dar dar) and jon..
sort of early dinner for us...
and i catch tristan and isolde yesterdae..
hmm..not as touching as i expected.I only cried at the last part when tristan died. Maybe, too many fighting war scenes, with blood spurting around juz make the movie less romantic and touching.
and i juz noe the nxt wk lst ppr exam format..
realising so so much to study..
so much memorising wrk to be done, yet most still depends on the cheena standard..
n mi cheena..haiz..is getting from bad to worse..
Plans for the rest of dis wk:
MUGGING, MUGGING and more MUGGING for the nxt 3 pprs..
thurs night - supper wif jon, lena and rene..craving for roti prata lately..
thurs - might b gg swimming, to de-stress
fri - gg home for the wkend..
y did everyone finish their pprs so early, n i'm still struggling away..
UNFAIR!
nw, most of mi neighbours have gone home..sob sob..
realise sth..
u're nvr thr when i needed u at all. It's alwaze either mi alone suffering or others around me, but not u.
mabe, u're right to do wat u've done, at least dis will reduce the pains and hurt in future..
moodswings lately..
thanks to lena n jon for accomodating me and of coz, cheering mi up..
chirpy siao cha bo ohm will b back soon!
lastly, end wif dis..
Go n do wat u hav 2 do..
conquer e wrld if tt's wat u wan..
n when your done,i'll b right here.waiting for u..
so swt, taken fr lu's blog..
Reminiscing stops at |3:35 AM|
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
sleeping early todae..slping soon..no mood to study, slow progress todae..damn..pms-ing..
was telling rene juz nw tt sumtimes, i hope tt the exam dates r cramped tgt, n finished the exam within a wk or 2, instead of dragging throughout the whole month..in fact, wif so mani free daes, thr's juz no mood to study at all..i rather gt it ovr n done wif fast..
suddenly, i feel so sick of studying..after mugging so hard for all the past years..
mabe it's nt all in the mind
it seems tt it has bcum a daily chore for mi, to look at the msn, to wonder wat one doing..
sumtimes, i reallie hope can get it off mi mind fast..but hw? blocking one out off mi life, which edwin was saeing it's one of the best way?hmm..i wonder too..but it's hard..still hav to try though..and i will...
things are juz getting complicated when one grows up...
sumtimes, i hope tt i'll nvr grow up at all, under mi mum's apron, and having fun wif pure innocent frenz..
i miss dose times..
Reminiscing stops at |1:12 AM|
Friday, April 21, 2006
had another ppr todae..shant tok much bt it though..
feeling stressed but no mood to study..no exam nxt wk, but the following wk wif 3 pprs consecutively..damn..
back at home, asked mum to cook one of mi fav soup..feel so fortunate to hav such a caring family
did a foolish thing..feel so fucked up..
dun ask mi wat's it bout though..
jon, nxt time better dun mention it again..else u'll get it fr mi..
surprisingly, i dun feel upset at all..i din cry lyk e lst time..
it feels so diff...mabe time has faded everythingy..
i juz feel angry
maybe anger is juz a cowardly extension of sadness. It is a lot easier to be angry wif someone than it is to tell them tt u r hurt..
juz feel foolish...
well at least i made it known..
the essential sadness is to go through life without loving. but it would be equally sad to leave the wrld without telling them tt u loved them
at least in future i wont regret...
sadness is alwaze the legacy of the past, but regret is the pains of the memory..
bad mood..shall go n slp..nights..
Reminiscing stops at |10:37 PM|
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
looking at the time nw, it's 2plus in the morning, juz finish the 200 pieces of jigsaw puzzles of mickey and minnie mouse respectively wif lena n jon..a break fr the studies..
i cant rmb wrking dis hard n reallie i do feel drained n exhausted. it feel more terrible when knowing tt all ur effort seems to alwaze cum to naught. when even i've freaking gt the qns on hand, yet i'm still nt confident of doing well for mi ppr...damn..
somehw i tink mi brains have bcum nonexistent, nt capable of retaining info..wat have happened then? damn..dis sem, m i gg 2 aim for C onli for each ppr? wat bt the As then?when i even gt an A+ for one of the core module last sem..damn..mi juz wishing for theimpossible dis sem?..damn..dis is bad..i hate dis sem's wrk..
went out after todae's disatrous ppr..went off to jp to hav dinner wif jon, ignoring all teh stopid scandals..wat's thr 2 sae, when both of us hav clear conscience bt it?..then jon bought jigsaw puzzles..yeah..he bought mi the minnie mouse one..and the 3 of us finished both puzzles within bout 2 hours..well done...
time to get back to studies..
gg back home for the wkend n nxt wk..since nxt wk, thr's no ppr till the following wk wif 3 consecutive pprs..damn..
seriously,cant wait for exams to end, wif all the activities all line up for mi..
suddenly, i hate being a student..
UNFAIR!!!!!
Reminiscing stops at |2:10 AM|
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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Reminiscing stops at |8:23 PM|
Monday, April 17, 2006
some things to tink about:
Curiosity ...
Have u ever been cursious bout sth, and have u ever try to do it?
mabe sumtimes, we juz wan 2 hav a taste of it 2 satisfy our curiosity
yet, sumtimes, thr is no such things as enuff...
thr shld alwaze be a limit to everything we do..
at least do things tt were true to urself...at least u learn even if u were wrong...
some things juz fade wif time, yet it'll nvr go away...
juz lyk feelings for each other, it'll dull wif time, but it'll definitely leave a deep impression in us..
but will it ever rekindle when both try to get close tgt again?
i wonder too...if it'll happen to us again?
life is juz complicated...
sum ppl r juz so complicated..
u never noe wat dey r tinking at all..
dey r alwaze deep in thoughts..
u trust them so much, yet sumtimes, u wonder if dey ever stab u in the back, leaking out ur secrets to others..
i cant believe he's tt kind of guy,of coz, for i trusted him in the past, wonder if he had told him everythingy ..the things i told him when i was down and depressed...
sumtimes,ppl r gossipers..
creating gossips..
when a guy n a gal r close frenz, ppl tot dey r tgt..
hw true is tt?
new scandal arises again..damn...
trust...
trust is an impt for keeping a r/s..whether its is 亲清 or 爱情
i cant believe u still doubt mi..
sleeping soon..a ppr tml..tue afternoon..sianz...
Reminiscing stops at |2:24 AM|
Saturday, April 15, 2006
blogging in wee hrs again...
juz finish one of the lect on molecular bio..which i has a ppr on it dis cuming tue..haiz..
thurs - lst ppr on basic tcm is terrible..i cant crap at all, esp the essay qns..juz flung mi 20 marks essay qns..was quite sad bt it, came back hall, went jon's rm to tok..felt better after tt, told mummy bt it too..damn sad..i juz aim for a pass dis time..haiz..n yet it costs mi 6 AUs..haiz..lucky mum was understanding, n told mi its okie..after all, so much things happened dese daes..in the morning, the tcm in charge, janice came to fetch mi to the exam hall, coz of mi injured foot, and hav difficulty walking ard, and after tt, one of the klassmates fetch mi back to hall..so nice of them.. mum came ovr to visit mi at nite, saw jon n lena in the rm, and the 2 of them r nice enuff to help mi mum change bedsheets too, coz i cldnt due to the foot injury..so swt of them..
wed - the funeral..didnt go dwn for it..coz of mi injuries, early in the morning, mi mum and mi cousin brought mi to the western doc..had an injection in the butt for speedy recovery..damn..i pulled mi vein and thr was inflammation and i had to take antibiotics..fortunately, in late afternoon, i managed to step using mi feet..though still hav difficulty walking ard..haiz..
and thanks to all hu helped mi thru the diff times..thank you vv much
great thanks to lena: alwaze being thr provding a listening ear, helping mi ard when mi foot is injured, frightening mi wif her "chou chou", pei-ing mi in hall at all times, and being so so understanding..
special thanks to jon: alwaze thr for mi, piggy-back mi ard in hall when mi foot hurts, cooking vegetarian dinner for us when i was vegetarian for 5 daes, and cheering mi up when im dwn, and letting mi bite u until ur hand is scarred wif mi teeth marks..
thanks to ernest: sorrie for disturbing his slp and hav to drive mi to c the seiseh..
thanks to jj: cooking vegetarian dinner for us..
and lastly, to all, hall mates, n frenz..hu shows care and concern...love ya...
it has been bugging mi since last aug,and i decided to let u noe after exam..sort of to lift the stone off mi heart? i wouldnt care wat the consequences will be lyk animore, i juz feel it is right to let u noe hw i feel after so long, sth to clarify..
cant wait for exams to end..so so much stuffs to do..sun-tanning, shopping, gg malaysia wif lena,sean n jon, meeting up wif old frenz, working, and more..yeah..a long break fr studies..
okie..gg to bed..tired..tml gg lib to mug wif jon..
lights out..
peace....
some random pics to update...
champion stadium at perth
annabel and i b4 uni starts..gosh..i miss my twin
stan, me and kb at hall 9 bazzar
esther, yj and i during lect break..
zi lian me again...wif big, small eyes..
acting cute...
swt?hhehe
Reminiscing stops at |3:06 AM|
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
lst ppr is juz on thurs,2 more daes,yet thr was so so much stuffs for mi 2 do for the past few daes, and nxt few daes..
haiz..went back home on sat noon, but even b4 i reached home, i received the call fr mum tt grandma passed away,peacefully..then came back hall tt nite, coz all mi relatives asked mi 2 cum back hall study for exam until tue which is todae later, i'll b gg back for the mourning tonite, and the funeral tml..haiz..
came back hall, consoled by jon n lena, and leta, jj came ovr n joined us..we tok till 6 plus in the morning ended up wif everyone falling slp in mi rm..cramping tgt on 2 beds..and i was squeezed to one corner, thanks to the big-sized jon.. :)
the nxt dae, went dwn to jp wif the 3 again..eat lunch and buy groceries for the dinner..the guys cooking dinner for us, vegatarian dinner juz for mi..coz i can consume onli on vegatarian food for 5 daes..dinner was nt bad though..esp for jon, whom no one believed that he can cook..even his roomie, py..
dunno y..feel the sudden pain on mi left feet ard mi ankle thr..
the nxt dae when i woke up, which is mon..mi left leg was in extreme pain, it seems tt i've pulled the vein..and i had difficulty walking ard..no choice..lena mesg ernest hu leta drove us to c the seiseh..n i experienced acpunture for the lst time, and was crying thr in pain..pinching jon at lst, followed by ernest..but it was to no use..the pain is still thr..and back in hall, i still couldnt walk, and jon had to piggy-back mi ard, to pantry for dinner and even to toliet..poor jon, hav 2 carry the heavy me..worse still, i felt a sharp pain and numb in mi left feet during the afternoon nap, followed by fever..damn..no choice..and i had to take panadol as the pain-killers..feel much better after tt, but haiz..din expect tt i wld experience the same thing again during night time, n ended up waking mi up in the middle of the night..n here i'm..haiz..wonder hw m i gg 2 walk 2 take exam 2 daes leta..damn..
wth..jon has been trying to b mei po again..trying to bring mi n him tgt again..using mi msn n send mi pics and even change mi msn nick..wth..n jon trying to make mi confess to him..but nt knowing wats on his mind, i rather nt take the risk n hurt miself again, unless i'm mad n overly-stressed..so jon,plz dun try and do stopid thing again..;p
Reminiscing stops at |8:06 AM|
Friday, April 07, 2006
juz manage to finish mi tcm hw..damn..there'll b exam essay qns..similar to wat i've been doing the whole nite, n i cant rmb a single shit..damn..n exam is juz nxt wk..argh..i hate miself, whr's the excellent memory i used to 2 hav, able to rmb every single thing, even the sequence of the contents,etc..damn..i reallie hate miself so much..argh..
past few daes, lotsa memorising work to do for tcm, and of coz, at the same time,lotsa hall activities as usual..haiz..
lena came ovr,slp n study for the past few daes, and the cuming wks..
oh ya, i'll b staying in hall throughout the whole exam period, coz i cant go home..thr' s juz too much distractions, and sth happens at home oso..nid to conc hard esp wif so much memorising work waiting for mi..mum persuade mi to cont staying in hallfor this period of time..quite unwilling actuallie, coz of so so much distractions as usual..but no choice..n i can sense mum was reluctant of letting mi stay alone in hall for this period oso..and i'll miss her too, the delicious food i used to hav during exam periods..haiz..mi fish soup!!!!
dinner tonite wif lena, jon and sean as usual..walked all the waze out to city harvest for dinner..its a long story though..its unplanned..will mention bout it nxt time..
cant wait for exam to end, when it haven cum..damn..
everyone was ending the exam earlier than mi, n i'll b suffering then, esp the last wk of exam when i hav 3 consecutive ppr on tt particular wk..damn..
some planned post-exam activities:
camps...
off to jb wif the neighbours, jon, lena, sean and mabe rene and others..
sun-tanning session wif rene, and lena(mabe)
work...
n meeting up wif mi dear galz...NUTS..
okie..gonna get back to mi study..gonna catch up lotsa stuffs..haiz..
jiayou everyone..cya after exam..
some pics..:
DINNER one wk ago at city harvest:
the roomies: bin lee and i
lena and jon
the 4 neighbours: lena, mi, jon and binlee
the 3 gd frenz
lena n bl
mi n new neighbour, rene
jon n i
the "dad" n " mum"
Dinner at crystal jade:
the les partner
mi n the soft toys..onli 2 belong to mi..
siao cha bo on loose..
Reminiscing stops at |2:15 AM|
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
juz been back fr supper few hours ago
getting fat these daes, wif all the supper i've been having due to the late night muggings..but i've been skipping mi lunch for the past 2 daes..juz no mood to eat at all, mabe, juz too stressed to eat?? been forcing miself to eat energy bars for lunch..
supper tonite at ah fang's wif jon and lena..ernest drove us out for supper n the 3 of us walked all the way back to hall, climbing the gates, walking past the dark yunnan garden, screaming away, walking past the lake scaring miself away..
exam is juz nxt wk away, exactly 7 more daes..shit..lst ppr is basic tcm..damn..so much to rmb, so much 2 study..yet, thr's lab reports to pia and the tcm hw,wif 4 tcm essay qns to finish..damn..
wanting to skip todae's lect to pia mi reports..haiz..
cant help oso..its tcm lect, and i'll onli end up slping thr, and suffering in the extreme uncomfortable cold rm..
jon was telling mi mabe i shld show some respones few daes ago..
juz todae, he told mi, its so obvious lo..esp the hint..
mabe he's juz too sensitive??i dunno bout it, sumtimes, i reallie doubt e person though..or mabe i'm unsure of hw 2 respond to such circumstances? mabe, i've been used to "straight forward" asking tt kind?or mabe, i'm juz insensitive? or mabe, i'm juz avoiding it, nt living in reality?
but things wld hav bee diff if he've approached mi, things wldnt be the same..
n i admit..the soft heart of mine was easily touched as usual..
Reminiscing stops at |5:26 AM|
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
its nt tt i dun wan 2 respond, its juz tt..i find it hard.
i dun wan get hurt animore,dun wan 2 put mi heart to uncertain stuffs..
it might hav cause hurt for ppl cause hurt to avoid hurt themselves..
watever it is, if u r true to ur feelings, then make ur feelings known, for the insensitive ones..
mabe u juz do nt wan it badly enuff..
Reminiscing stops at |1:22 AM|
Monday, April 03, 2006
here i'm blogging in the wee morning again..
juz manage to finish catching-up one of mi lecture, and finish tut for tml..
wkend been fun in hall..hmm..fun??!! bad signs though..supposed to stay in hall and b mugger, yet it turned out little progress of wrk, and more of fun..haiz..bad!!!
jon, lena and sean stayed ovr for the wkend, and for almost every meals, we went out of hall to eat, wasted lotsa precious time but its fun and relaxing, a get-away fr the piling workload and exam stress..
n for the 2 consecutive night..jon made mi wait..argh..on fri nite, i waited for him 2 cum back hall so he can pei mi cook noodles as the hall was super quiet and i was scared(haha..lst time heard ohm said scared??!!), he estimated he wld b back ard 12 plus but ended up one plus..and starving ohm was reallie hungry..then on sun nite, he said wan 2 eat dinner wif lena and i, and we waited for him 2 b back, buy dinner for us..as usual, he's super slow, and no sense of punctuality, ended up back in hall wif our dinner cum supper ard 10..haiz..but wont blame him though..haha..juz blame his bad estimation..
spent the whole sun nite watching campus superstars, zhi yang won..expected, he sounds so gd and nice in every songs..his pitchings is juz so perfect..and his singing defintely melts many hearts, including me..
dis feeling shldnt hav occur at all..nvr at all..it juz cum at the wrong time for the wrong person..i juz hope to maintain dis pure r/s, pure frenship, for i was scared of losing u forever..
exam is nxt wk..haiz..start of the lst ppr, which cost mi 6 AUs, haiz..gonna pia hard for it..tcm..lotsa memorising required..damn..dis is bad..so much stuffs to do..argh..
mi dear galz, lets mit up after exam ba, and of coz ..jiayou tgt for exam lo..
love dis song nw..nice nice..vv nice..
王力宏- Kiss Goodbye
Baby 不要再哭泣 这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口 但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤 痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 还欠你的
我不能给别把我心也带走 去跟随
每一次和你分开深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次 Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
幸福搭配悲伤 痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回 但欠你的
我不能给我才明白爱最真实的滋味
每一次和你分开深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次 Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
Oh~ 终于明白Oh Ho~Woo Wow~
每一次和你分开深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次 Kiss You Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白 Wu~
Reminiscing stops at |3:31 AM|
Saturday, April 01, 2006
it seems tt when one's stressed, one tend to tink a lot..nt bout the wrk though..
exam is here again..but it seems so diff, i miss the times, we mug tgt in tj lib, so conducive..
the sms i had wif ts asking each other qns and listen to 987 while mugging..nw, i onli can mug alone in hall, listening to 987 alone..haiz..miss dose times..miss mi galz fr tj..and of coz i miss swimming, i nid 2 go swimming to de-stress but..i'm SICK..haiz..i miss the galz..i miss them..haiz..but i'm nt les..haha..
getting so much better..after almost a dae of rest in the hall..throat nt tt pain animore, and mi running nose nt as bad as last nite. the tap is in crtl nw. but mum is bringing ovr mi flu medicine for mi tonite..haiz..ya, i'm staying ovr in hall ovr the weekend again, coz i wanted to rush mi catching-ups of mi wrk..nt REVISION..haiz..but..one more wk to exam..shit..i hate dis, y dis sem thr's no revision wk lyk last sem..at least grant mi one revision wk..which i can at least do mi last min revision..damn..totally no confidence for this exam and here i'm slacking again..
catch the last 2 episodes of the korean show, so nice, swt and touching..i cried again, as usual..clara was saeing i shld b lyk her, shldnt cry so easily..but i juz cant help it, the tears juz came dwn unknowningly..too soft-hearted liao..haiz..
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no wonder, i alwaze get hurt so easy. thr's one period of time, i almost gif u up, unfortunately, u came n disturb mi again, confuse mi feelings again, after i tried"it's all in the mind" theory from edwin..haiz..when will i 4gt u though and treat u as fren lyk hw i treat edwin nw..it took mi 2 yrs 2 4gt bt mi feelings for him..haiz..worse, u hurt mi much much more than he did..nw i'm full of injuries, scars all ovr mi, the sad memories 4ever embedded deep in mi heart..haiz..
went out for dinner 2 nites ago, at city harvest, wif jon, lena, rena, binlee and junjie..took mani fotos using jon's 2 megapixel camera fone..will update the pics soon when he sent it to mi..all took by mi!! haha.had a fun time then, esp we trying to pair up rena and junjie tgt..fotoshop their pics back in hall and sending them..
last nite, went out of hall for dinner again. dis time wif ernest. eat porridge, sth plain for the sick ohm..as usual, ohm is forever hungry, with extreme high metabolism rate. soon, i was hungry. n i tot ber was staying ovr the wkend, but he went back home, leaving mi all alone in hall. unsually quiet, so nt used to it, esp after so much strange stuffs happened in sch..haiz..and hav 2 wait for jon 2 cum back and pei mi cook noodles in the pantry and pei mi eat..so pathetic, alawze bullied by me..hahaa..
time for mi 2 get to bed, the medicine is taking effect and nid 2 rest for lab later..sad..
Reminiscing stops at |2:41 AM|
champion stadium at perth
annabel and i b4 uni starts..gosh..i miss my twin
stan, me and kb at hall 9 bazzar
esther, yj and i during lect break..
zi lian me again...wif big, small eyes..
acting cute...
swt?hhehe
the roomies: bin lee and i
lena and jon
the 4 neighbours: lena, mi, jon and binlee
the 3 gd frenz
lena n bl
mi n new neighbour, rene
jon n i
the "dad" n " mum"
the les partner
mi n the soft toys..onli 2 belong to mi..
siao cha bo on loose..