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Saturday, July 29, 2006
The 2nd night in hall in my new room...
It was a quiet night, unlike the first night. It seems like no one was ard in the extension part of blk 64, compared to the main blk thr. It was quiet, and a bit too quiet lo, which forced me to close my door, and cooped myself in the room alone.
Just come back from ikea with wt, steph and fel. Went to do some shopping, bought the cofeetable only, couldnt find the others i wan. Might be gg another furniture shopping with jol.
My first day of man-ning the foc booth. Reached hall in the afternoon instead coz morning have to pei mom go grocery shopping. It turned out tt almost an equal no of guys n galz freshies attending the camp, but so far thr are more guys than galz. Hopefully, tml more ppl will sign up, esp guys, i dun wan go thru sp night lo. lol. This year sp night is at the home club, clubbing again, for the 2nd time in 2 wks. Sianz..
Tomorrow, have to do the booth thing again, luckily, it's only half a day. Then off to meeting mum, either pei her go c seiseh coz she sprained her back sometime ago, still in recovery period, or we gg bai bai.
Camp starting on sun..
Hopefully, it'll turned out fun, with the games in sch on the lst 2 days, followed by almost 2 days of amazing race and off to sentosa, then sp night at home club.
Then the lst day of sch, thr's joint hall bash at nanyang audit la.-_-''' of all place..nanyang audit??!!
Past few days have been busy with hall camp stuffs, og gathering, mambo night at zouk (which i i drank a bit too much), and more stoning..
More foc pics uploaded:
At Camp Christine:
Gajuga n our rafts
The SA b4 fright night
Gajuga b4 fright night
B4 we left for sentosa
Pool Games:
Last Day of Camp - Field Games:
the Seniors
ESTADOS
THE SA
GAJUGA acting cute
With sister group, Maidu:
XI
NU
AI
LE
BMS
Reminiscing stops at |12:39 AM|
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Went back hall yesterdae for Camarus' meeting. As usual, the meeting started late, but we manage to finish the identity b4 lunch. yeah! lunch was at jp. Our hgl, jereme drove out us for lunch. Just imagine, 10 ppl squeeze into one car. Wah. Record-breaking lo.lol. Then it was followed by buying of pressies for the best og, best freshies and best couple. Then went back hall to discuss on the cheers and the programmes. ya, our grp name is 3 syllabus again, so we decided to tt "cama" will do.lol. As usual, hokkien cheers dominate our grp's cheers.
Then went down to the office to collect my keys after gt the call from "lao ren". Took almost 3 hours to clean my room lo, so dusty lo, but it's good to have a room all by myself.lol.Decided to get a coffeetable soon, to put at the side of the bed, and do a huge picture frame to put up on the wall. Meeting Joleen soon for the tasks..
Must thanks "lao ren" for helping me get my room lo. Thanks a lot, dude..
Plans for next few days..
Wed - Going back hall, shopping, Meeting up with my dear Gajuaga's ppl for dinner, followed by Estados bash at zouk, then go back hall to sleep..
Thur - helping "2nd degree old man" to clean his room (;p), and meeting ts n kl for dinner
Fri n Sat - went back hall to mend booth to "encourage" the freshies to join hall camp
Sun - Tuition, followed by start of the hall camp..(sianz, the sp night for hall camp is at club again...)
Some pictures uploaded (will have more foc pics to cum):
@ work:
One of my fav colleagues, jac n i
Outing with my tcm clinque:
Serene n i
Estado:
My OG, Gajuga (the grp with the best cheers)
The Freshies:
Our most "on" freshie..
The "old lady" n 3 young ones..
The seniors:
Lanpei, adeline(junior), me n jas
Nic n i
2 chao-ta ppl, andy n i
Taichong n i (nic doing mi mi yan) -
i was known as mi mi yan in my grp lo..lol..
coz of my small eyes due to insufficient sleep..lol
Taichong n i again
My les, jas n i
Wc n i
Finallie pulled a smile here..
The SP session:
Chris n Hutt doing brokeback..
(C3 n i forced them one..lol)
kb n his sp..
(kb cheat lo, din blindfold)
A nice song, tt has been ard for quite some time liao..
Tatu - Gomenasai
What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
An mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomen nasai, for everything
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomen nasai, I let you down
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
Reminiscing stops at |12:42 PM|
Monday, July 24, 2006
Aftermath:
This coming week is supposed to be a week of rest, a week of break between the 2 camps. Haiz, just realise i'm gg to be busy too, another packed week.
Preparation for hall camp, shopping at ikea n moving into my new single room, Gajuga's dinner, Estado's bash, mending of booth for hall camp, dinner with the galz, last minute shopping before sch starts, and many more.
It's going to be another tiring week.
To worsen the condition, my skin is peeling, starting from my nose..sob sob..
A new sem, a new room, a new environment.
I wonder wat'll it be lyk. I'm not exactly looking forward to it but i'll try to fulfil my promise. The promise to myself. Lets hope i can keep to my promise, and friend, rmb to remind me constantly lo, and lets work towards our aim, hopefully our prayers are answered.
Somehow, someone mentioned it was weird to c me ard in hall when sch opens. Well, wat's done is done. Since i dun mind, y does it matter to u then. Maybe, i just cant b bothered at all, and maybe u shldnt tink too much too. It's all in the past.
Heard from wt, dis year dnd is on 2nd sept, at swiss hotel and the theme is latin..
wah..wat to wear lo??!!
Shayne Ward - No promises
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we
love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need
tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in
your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we
love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need
tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in
your arms
I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time
and Time..
No promises
I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my
love
No promisesI don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need
tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die
in your arms
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need
tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in
your arms
Here tonight.
Reminiscing stops at |12:01 AM|
Friday, July 21, 2006
Finally, the bio sci foc camp is over. Just five days of camp, but it was fun and enjoyable. It was my lst fac/sch camp, and kinda regret nt gg for it in year 1.lol. As usual, i was chao-ta after the camp, and my shoulders are in pain, and started to peel soon.
It was a camp tt bond the small cohort of bio sci students tgt, get to noe both seniors and freshies better.
A camp which i was initiated and officially welcomed to the bio sci family. I was "forced" to undergo the initiation with all the funny teases which was supposed to be for freshies only. Since it was my first sch camp, i had no choice but to go thru it with the juniors. However, it was fun and it was all worth it.
A camp which I had my virginal attempt of kayaking to. It was my first time trying out kayaking at camp chrisitine out in the big frightening sea. It was fun and exciting. Someday, gonna try it again.
A camp which i lost my senses and bcum another siao cha bo. I haven been so crazy ever since grad from jc. This camp has waken up the crazy inner me and once again, i was cheering and being the mad me again.
Overall, it was a fun camp, a camp that left a great impression in the deespest part of my heart.
All i could say tt, this camp was well organised and ESTaDoes RULEZ and GAJUGA ROX!
Will definitely miss my og, and all the fun, lame jokes we had. The Crazy moments with the seniors, Lanpei, taichong, 3C, andy, jas, nicholas, YY, Alicia, Champ, Jackson, the juniors, Hui-lin, Yi Roe, Michelle, Junie, Adeline, June, Hutt, Benjamin, Christine, Christopher, Jing Wen
Though we did not win the best OG, but we had the best cheer and of coz, the best OG in my heart...
Looking froward to our gathering this coming week!
Will upload the camp fotos and those i took during the hols soon...
Was toking to a fren tt time, wondering if dis yr hall foc will b such fun too.
Maybe coz we may seem bonded on the surface, however, within the clinques, we know tt there are conflicts, misunderstanding..
It might be hard for us to have such crazy moments tgt..
The coming week is a wk of rest, preparation of nxt camp and moving back into my new hall room. Cant wait to move into my new room. Wonder how's it lyk....And of coz, meeting my dearest gajuga's ppl..
James Blunt - Fall at your feet
I'm really close to night
And I feel like I'm moving inside her
Lying in the dark
And I think that I'm beginning to know her
Let it go
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
You're hiding from me now
There's something in the way that you're talkin’
Words don't sound right
But I hear them all moving inside you
Go nowI'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall at your feet
Reminiscing stops at |11:36 PM|
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Have been going out for the past few days.
Met up with the tcm galz for dinner, shopping with stan, helping mom preparing for grandma's 100th day death anniversary.
Thursday night was spent with the galz, serene,maine,esther,yj n wh. It was a night spent updating each other wats happening in our lives n more crappy jokes shared. Dinner at Changing appetite, followed by japanese dessert. The red bean paste, with soft ice-cream and dumplings was delicious, esp the red bean paste, it's so so soft..yummy..However, few hours later, i was down with stomach upset. Most likely due to the warm green tea and the cold ice-cream taken consecutively. Poor stomach, cant take it.
Serene was saying i seems weaker than last time, coz i do not eat as much as i can now, and i fell ill after tt dinner and dessert. Haiz, must be the lack of exercise and the excessive consumption of dark chocolate and wine chocolate when i'm at home.
Friday was shopping day. Din manage to get any bag i lyk, but saw a jacket tt fits me. Nt adidas dis time, but puma. Tink gg to get after camp, if still available.
Din go down for pre-camp today. Helped mom to fold incense ppr for grandma's 100th tml.
Sbs foc camp starting next mon. Going to a sunbathing week for me, i'm gg to bcum chao-ta again despite how much sunblock i'll be using. Hope it'll gg to be fun.
Shit, kinda gg to fall sick soon, must be the fault of all the chocolates and the dehydration from the senior camp last wkend. Going to bring water bottle everywhere i go during camp.lol.
Been in excellent mood lately, could be due to all the going-out.
Love to be in such mood, after been meeting all dose problems for the past month.
Shall always try to maintain such mood to avoid all the aging wrinkles.lol.
Shit, i always do crazy stuffs when in too good mood..a bit extreme..well, this kind of mood is just right for camp??!! ;p
A song for the siao cha bo here..
Panic! At the Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk
It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of
4th and Fremont Street.
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon
entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash
of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very
(lalalala) eyes.
Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Yeah (Yeah)
And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for
that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before,
after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a
different kind.
Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
Its sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best
guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best
guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Reminiscing stops at |9:51 PM|
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
the cause of my month-of-july emotional rollercoaster
I'm disappointed by you. I felt so hurt and betrayed. I thought u r one hu i can trust on. Yet, u have left me in such state.
I noe, u're used to getting ur way with some people? and i have tried to accomodate u coz u r my dear pal.
Now i've learnt my lesson, a painful lesson. i will not be that little girl who'll do anything for you anymore, especially if you talk to me as if i have to listen and give in to you. Not anymore.
I'm nt even going to feel anything about this anymore. At lst, i'm angry about wat happened, but now, i just feel it's more of let down than anythingy else.
I'm sorry. I just want it to go away, and so the drama ends. I'm done.
I'm sorry. If this matter has not been settled nor cum to an end, i would not have the mood for anything else. Dear frenz, shld i spoil ur day dis wk, do pardon me..
Reminiscing stops at |1:37 PM|
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
My last day @ deutsche...
Woke up with a smile today, my mood was unusually good, after the foul mood for the past few days. Perhaps, it's my last day of work??!! Maybe, i've started to see hope in life??!! Or i just cant be bothered with anythingy.
Was in such an excellent mood tt my colleagues were teasing," wow, u seems so happy to leave here?! a getaway from the prison." lol.
Ya, maybe for once after so long, i need nt wake up early for work, nid nt put on dose office or formal clothings animore, and will be getting my pay soon.
My colleagues treat me to lunch today again. So paiseh lo. Every week, either i have free lunch or tea-break. This is the advantage of being the youngest xiao mei thr. Today, even Rayner, hu usually lunch-in oso joined us for lunch. Wah, reallie give me face lo.lol.
Since it's my last day, i was given less work today. Dey keep insisting that i shld take a break and slack. In the end, i spent the whole day in the office, surfing the net, jumping ard chatting and disturbing others.
Haiz, gonna miss everyone thr..Elaine,Janis,Daniel,Eugene,Serene,Angeline,Marinah,Nancy,Lina,Rayner,Kelvin,Laikuan,Jesslyn......
Just realise tt my hp is getting a bit too retarded. Too much unnecessary stuffs in it. Can u imagine, i still have mesgs dated back last dec in my inbox. Spent some time in office, deleting some of the outdated mesgs.
Came upon some swt yet disappointing mesgs. Dose r the ones dey made me smile and also cry for the past sem. Decided to get rid all of them, to erase them out of my memory.
Just some random thoughts..
In life, there are bound to be many obstacles, difficult choices tt we've to make.
No matter how hard life is. Dun quit. Suffer now n line the rest of ur life as a champion.Save the last dance for me.
The korean drama just shown on channel U. A nice touching show. Just love the song, Give my love.
Reminiscing stops at |10:33 PM|
Monday, July 10, 2006
The world cup has cum to an end, with the Italians emerging as the Champions for the 4th time.
It was an exciting match with both teams still at draw even after the extra time. It was the penalty 5-3 tt force the French to be the runner-up. The disappointing moment shld be the scene when Zizou was being sent off the field for head-butting. It was a shame to end his international career like dis. Poor Zidane.Still, congrats to him for winning the adidas golden ball, closely followed by Cannavaro (italy) with the adidas silver ball and lastly Pirlo (also from Italy), the adidas bronze ball.
Other winners include:
Lev Yashin Award to Buffon for being the best goalkeeper in the world
Adidas Golden Shoe was taken by Klose by being the highest scorer, followed closely by Crespo and Ronaldo.
Gillette Best Young Player given to Podolski (yeah!)
The Champions
Podolski, winner of the young player award
Did u realise tt the ball used in finals is colored gold?
With the end of the soccer event, night life seems empty without the company of the matches, the cheering in the neighborhood and of coz, the sms-es sending to one another on the matches.
Now, at night, it's just about surfing the net, watching tv programmes and vcds. Boring!!
My work is also coming to an end. Tml will be the official last day of work. Shant mention bout how much i'll miss deustche again.
Recently, i've been damn suay, miting obstacles for the past few mths. Kl was suggesting i shld go bai bai. Ya, tink i shld lo. Meeting so much problems one after another and it was getting on my nerves, so short-tempered lately. Haiz, shld stop myself from getting angry so easily. Haiz, else i wld be aging soon....
I guess u simply just have to learn to find joy in the simple things in life.. One minute of angry is 60secs loss of happiness..(quoted)
ya, and thanks dose hu listen to my rantings and cursing and swearing dis morning. Felt so much better after tt. Oops, and i just ruin my image of being swt gentle gal in front of all of u.lol.
Thanks cs, kl, ts n stan. Thanks a lot..
Dun ask me y i'm being so pissed. Dun wana repeat my story again.
Watched Pirates of the Caribbean again last night on channel 5. It was last shown in 2003.
I wana watch the Pirates of the Caribbean Dead Man's Chest. It's opening on 13th July, this coming thurs. Anyone wana watch?
Heard Pirates of Caribbean At World's End is in the making n will be shown nxt year. Cant wait.
I love Jack Sparrow. He's just so cool..
People, do chk dis out.
http://www.xanga.com/FeatherHailtreeIt was done by my dear cousin.
A beautiful song..
Augustana - Boston
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
Essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,When flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston... where no one knows my name...
Somewhere in my subconsciousnessI heard ur voice n i smiled just to noe tt u were thr..
Reminiscing stops at |10:12 PM|
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Back from hall senior camp..
Tired. My whole body is aching. Blame tt i haven been exercising then.
My whole leg was filled with mosquitoes bites la.wth.
I also bcum more tanned after only a few hours under the sun. Imagine being under the sun for one whole wk, i'll be Indian Chief again.lol. Haiz, i was so tired on the lst day, that i slept early and did not catch the 3rd-4th placing match. Damn. How could i miss my dearest Germany match?! Actuallie, i woke up ard 3am, wanted to go down to the tv lounge to watch, since it was newly installed with SCV. However, there was practically no seat available. The whole room was occupied with guys and drunkards. Haiz, in the end, went back to sleep again.
Woke up, chk my fone and saw the result of the match, 3-1 Germany won!! yeah!
It seems like i always get dehydration during camp. I kinda felt a bit sick yesterdae. Haiz. Nxt time, during foc, i must bring my water bottle every way i go. Just imagine how much water i nid for the hall foc's amazing race..1 n half day of race..-_-'''
Some problems occur regarding the hall accomodation. Haiz. Manage to get hall pres to ask the hall office regarding the room transfer for me. Hope to get the news from him soon..
later catching the final, France vs Italy.
certainly hope France will win, but many believe tt Italy has higher chances. Undeniably, Italy seems stronger, unless Zidane manages to perform miracles again later.
tml have to work again, 2nd last day. Argh. I could feel my body breaking down..lol
Reminiscing stops at |10:42 PM|
Thursday, July 06, 2006
At work, in the office blogging...
Have been slacking ard after lunch, sitting thr, staring at the computer screen, daydreaming. Just couldnt conc at all. Maybe it was due to insufficient sleep and practically there was no work for me do. No wonder, my brain was floating around, dreaming away. Look around me, everyone is busy with his/her work, except me. Well, i'm waiting for my colleagues to finish their portion of processing b4 they pass it to me for the nxt stage, usually in late afternoon. That's why i could do OT even though i've been slacking almost the whole day.Haiz.
Gonna miss everyone here when i leave. Those from my dept, my lunchie khakis and everyone in the office. They are so nice,caring, treating me like little gal, feeding me with delicious tea-breaks. Now, dey're demanding tt i have to be ard in the office nxt mon n tue, my last 2 days of work, insisting to treat me for farewell lunch on one of dese daes. So sweet of them.
Few could imagine tt i'm actuallie a wc fanatic, staying up late or waking up early just to catch the wc matches.
Ya, this morning i woke up to watch Portgual-France match again, despite how tiring i m. Imagine i was straining my eyes, pulling my eyelids, trying to keep my eyes open.lol.
France played well, with Zidane scoring one goal for the penalty kick, which kept France in the lead since 38th minute. Still, baby boy played well, though Portugal lost the match. He was also nominated as the young player award, along with 5 other nominees including baby face podolski.
Now, it'll be Italy playing against France in the grand final, and certainly be rooting for France. As for the 3rd-4th placing, will be catching it in the hall. Haiz, hopefully can watch lo. Hall senior camp dis wkend.
Been listening to Britnet's old olbum lately:
Britney Spears - Where are you now
Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
To find that you're not there
I wake up every night
To see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight
I never seem to win
I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering
[CHORUS:]
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
Oh baby, so I can let you go
I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To save what's left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity
But, I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering
[Repeat CHORUS]
I should let it out, it's time to let you go
Oh baby, I just want to know
[Repeat CHORUS]
Reading the message u sent, i smiled...
Reminiscing stops at |4:37 PM|
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Early morning, waoke up at 2plus am to catch the lst semi-final:
Germany vs Italy.
The Germans lost, 0-2 to the Italians at the last 2 minutes during the extra time. The first goal was a shock to the Germans as well as the supporters. Most people tot tt the match would be extended, and penalty shoot-out would proceed, and Germany might have a chance to beat Italy for the first time. Yet, it's just not Germans' day today.
It was a night of disappointment for the Germans.
Look at the tears in Ballack's eyes. So sad :(
My heart go out to them when the the Italian scored a 2nd goal.
Tears just welled in my eyes.
Still, Germany team will always be my fav..
After the match, woke up at 7 plus for work. Due to the insufficient sleep and/or the fact tt Germans lost, i woke up, short-tempered.
Bad mood for the whole day, feeling sleepy and eyes popping out soon..
Going to sleep le, have to wake up for another semi match later..
was listening to dis song in my mp3 today.
one of my fav since young..
Britney Spears - Dear Diary
Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away
Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way
No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you
Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again
He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends
Reminiscing stops at |9:58 PM|
