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Thursday, August 31, 2006
As demanded, heres an update so far..
Life has been like tt, school, school, n more school. Actuallie, not much to comment about it too.
Cs, i changed my elective to forensic quite some time liao lo, and so many ppl la, i so insignificant, hw can catch me lo? ya, miss ya and bl too..catch up some days soon..
I love surprises. 2 surprises in a wk, definitely worth remembering..
Surprises do add spice to the boring student's life lo.
Thanks man, for entering my small monotonous world, and spicing up my life..
The lovely 15th will be forever n ever..
Finally met up wif the galz on monday for dinner at holland v. Of coz, have some of the latest update bout my galz' lives. Miss them so much lo.
Thanks ql and kl for the ballack jersey dey bought. haha. abit large la, but its the thoughts tt counts.
Tcm test today..
Supposed to be a surprise test yesterdae, but was postponed.
Haiz. Din expect too much either. Short ans qns. how could one be able to rmb so so much stuffs in a nite lo, or maybe my memory is deterioting. Cum to tink of it, i have nvr do well in memorising chinese stuffs lo, even in sec sch. Haiz.
Somehow, i just miss the uniformed days suddenly..
The days we were so so innocent lo, the days we study tgt, play tgt, cry tgt..haiz..
teachers' day is just tml lo..
n i kinda miss my teachers..surprisingly lo..i missing ms tiew..lol
i miss the times she "siao" wif me lo. Another siao cha bo.
The times we gushed over michael phelps during bio lesson, the bbq we had @ her hse, even her seriousness during the boring, stressful bio tutorials, n her allowing to eat in klass during bio lesson after swimming, n even her suan-ings la..
Missing mrs tan too. Want to thank her for helping me so so much in my maths lo, and alwaze rmb kl, ts n i, the few of us alwaze go fan her one. n of coz, nt 4gting the enthu us alwaze volunteer to do the qns on the board..lol
More stuffs to cum:
Thurs: school n shopping
fri: Futsal challenge
sat: school n dnd
sun: tuition
ohm is feeling empty...
Reminiscing stops at |12:42 AM|
Saturday, August 26, 2006
My 193 post for dis blog, a total of almost 380 posts i blogged since the old blog..lol
Thanks all for ur concern...esp my dearest frenz and camalus' freshies..
I m prefectly fine nw, back to my normal self.
Seriously, dunno wat have come into my mind when i wrote dose sad posts..lol
Lets have another camalus dinner in the tv lounge soon or supper again?lol, but do inform me early lo..lol
Nice sweet song..
Adam Sandler - Grow old with you
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man to grow old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.
Better get gg to do my work. Just come back fr home, and another hour later, gonna go to Gajuga's freshie, Ben's bdae celebration.So busy lo..
ohm is back to her ownself..
Reminiscing stops at |4:57 PM|
Friday, August 25, 2006
3 posts in a day...
Seems lyk many ppl read my blog..
A hall freshie read my blog "secretly", starts asking me if i m okie (regarding the previous post).
ya, i m moody, but just dun feel lyk toking dese daes. Asking why? I dunno either, just dun feel lyk toking, dun even c me updating my blog as often le. Maybe its all the pms-ing i m gg thru nw, or maybe i m just too tired to blog n tok..
When i replied him, i dun feel lyk toking. The immediate response was" cant believe it lo".
Ya, few will expect me to sae so la, esp the freshies, after all the funny entertainment i've been providing them during camp, and my onz-ness for gatherings after camp. Anyway, thanks for offering to tok wif me lo..
Somehow, i just feel lyk lying thr quietly, calming myself, crying out.
Maybe its wat happened mentioned in the previous post tt start to make me to feel so, as i had mentioned, its been a long time since i last experienced it. Maybe all the stress r driving me mad, depressed n lotsa mixed feelings..
Seem lyk ohm is still a sad soul in happy body..n with some best moments of happiness ( with my dearest angel, frenz n freshies)
Reminiscing stops at |4:26 PM|
Its been a long long time since i had such experience...
I just hate this competitive world, is winning so impt to one which it can even strain the frenship?
At least, i dun blame dose hu r kiasu. I wont deny tt i m too, but just loathe dose hu r ks n selfish, worrying ovr if one will crush them..
watever, we'll just treat it as a motivation for us, telling us to move on, no matter hw tough the journey gg to be..
ohm is feeling moody....
Some outdated pics:
HallFOC:
My Freshies (Camalus)
Camalus GLs and SAs
Camalus' galz GLs
On our way to Palawan beach..
Camalus (beach day)
Main com outing:
The 4 gd frenz
The galz maincommers
The guys...
Reminiscing stops at |3:36 PM|
Another tiring day..
I m getting old, keep forgetting some of my stuffs. Isit short-term memory or just tt i have so so much things to rmb tt i start to filter out some of the nt-so- impt stuffs. Couldnt believe it, i even 4gt one of my hall freshie, couldnt even rmb hu she is. Horrendous!!
Past few days, busy as usual, haven been able to catch up wif my close frenz n work. Wonder hw dey r over at nus and some hu r even on the ulu island as me. Luckily, miting my 2 galz for dinner nxt monday, cant wait to mit them...
Watched "click"wif man on tuesday. It was our very first movie watched.
A touching comedy, and i cried again. So sad lo..
Wednesday was a another long day, and dinner was wif my hall freshies. Was asked by shaun to go down for ibg netball. Didnt in the end, mainly cuz of the still swollen foot and was gg down to c the futsal challenge for a while. Felt so sorry for him lo. fortunately, in the end, thr r enuff ppl to go down n play the game. Parents came to pass me some home-cooked food, my supply of food. Dad even helped to massage my swollen foot. So swt of Daddy!! I just love my parents for all the care n conern dey showered ovr me.. Then at nite, man came wif a fan, extra fan for my rm. Cant stand the humidity in my rm, it was so warm tt i felt lyk staying in a hot African desert or near a volcano. Thanks man, so swt of him!
Thursday was union day. No sch for some of us.
Morning went out of sch for breakfast, the lst breakfast out of sch during sch sem. Then was followed by voting for our fellow frenz and short study session.
Was supposed to go shopping for nxt wk dnd, but in the end didnt. Were so lethargic tt we ended up slping till evening, then went down for dinner.
Another tiring night....
It was just less than 2 wks, n we're progressing fast..
thanks so much for being thr when i needed..
thanks so much for showering all the love, care n concern..
So great u're alwaze ard..
As promise, the highest no of days "non-meeting" will be 3..
definitely be missing the angel/"devil" in my heart..
time to get into bed..slping le. ending my gossiping chat wif lao ren nw..
ohm will be seeing u in dreamlands...
Reminiscing stops at |2:15 AM|
Monday, August 21, 2006
End of last wk has been extremely busy.
Friday was the rushing of agm report, and finishing up of all my tutorials for dis coming wk.
Saturday was lesson as usual, reached home ard evening, have a nap, then mum n dad pei me go c seiseh. Yap, my foot was swollen since last monday n surprisely i can still walk. I was informed by the doc tt i had a slight sprain, resuling in slight imflammation, then gave me a massage at the foot and followed by bandaged.
Sunday, another busy yet fun day. Morning 4hrs was spent on my tuition kid,followed by miting the main commers for zoo outing and intl buffet at vienna. Nice dinner, n we all had mani rds of food, cocktails and red wine. It was yet another nite of suan-ings n more suan-ings for me..lol
Oh ya, n i gt forensic sci for my elective le, instead of astro. thanks to jo.
It was a memorable nite..
A nite filled wif love and swtness..
Sometimes, one shldnt have anticpate so much
the higher the expectation, the harder one falls..
Pics of zoo outing soon...
Plan of dis coming wk, another busy wk..
Monday - Futsal. Wanted to go down for a while to at least show face, but fish just call if i m free to go down as timekeeper n coordinator.haiz.tink hav 2 go down whole nite le.else no one helps out lo.
Tuesday - Lesson n movie session..
Wednesday - More Futsal to go??
Thurs - Union day, no lesson..yeah!! might b gg shopping for dnd dress..
Friday - More Futsal to go..Gajuga n main commers playing lo
Sat - lesson n freshie ben's 21st bdae celebration
Sun - Tuition n dinner wif my gal??
Ohm feeling uncertain right nw...
Reminiscing stops at |2:12 PM|
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Nice sad song by jolin..
离人节
在我们的故事写下结局前请你
聆听最后尾奏的 音乐
幸福渐远 心跳渐弱
回音在休止符后停留了 好 久
当每一个当下变成过去后自由
也许是离人们的 折磨
在狂欢时寂寞 从绝望里复活
才明白爱会随时间 逐渐成熟
从那一天 原谅你的 瞬间
我不过情人节 我和未来不再相恋
爱断了线 于是我每天都过想你的离人节
不再见面 不代表我 不再对你想念
你是曾经的 永远 会永远在我 身边
Woo~
当每一个当下变成过去后
自由 也许是离人们的折磨
在狂欢时寂寞 从绝望里复活
才明白爱会随时间 逐渐成熟
从那一天 放开你的瞬间
我不过情人节 除非未来 还会出现
爱断了线 我如何能不再过想你的离人节
希望这是 Eh~ 最后一次向最爱说再见
也希望下个 永远 会永远在我 身边
Absence does make the heart grow fonder..
Missing someone and listening to sad songs just bring more emotions to one..
Hate dis feeling...
Cant wait for all the activities to be over soon...
BBQ tonite..din eat much, spent most of the time chatting away wif jol, and wc's brotherhood, at one corner. As usual, gossiping away..
Decide nt to move to the other side of 64 le. Dun wan to move here n thr lo, and somehow, i have got used to being independent over at the extension, with the ocassional gatherings wif my freshies. They are still so bonded even after the camp lo. The gossiping sessions and making-fun of one another sessions with my fav freshies just cant be missed.
Might be having 2 movie session nxt wk..cant wait for our lst movie tgt lo..
Better get back to the agm report b4 my "les partner" yp scream at me lo.
Ohm missing someone badly..:'(
Reminiscing stops at |10:28 PM|
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
0046:
A night to rmb..
A night an angel came and changed my life forever..
another busy busy wk, both days and nights have been packed with activities. Not much time to settle down n study lo..
Tuesday - A day of 6-7 hours of tcm lessons followed by hall supper..
Wednesday - Another long day, with my lst astro electives lecture. Supposed to go mambo night with my og, but looking at the state of my right foot, i just couldnt go at all lo. Ya, my right foot kinda get imflammation again, but at least compared to the last injury, it's nt as bad. I could still endure and walk.
Thursday - Subcom appreciation dinner at night..bbq!!!
Friday - Start of Futsal Challenge...which lasted for till end of August lo..
Saturday - More tcm lessons
Sunday - 4 hours of tuition followed by Main com dinner b4 we all retired..:(
So in the end, i din run for the nxt year com.Felt so relaxed suddenly..lol
celine was asking me if i wana move over to the other side single rm. Wondering too..both pros n cons..hmm..still tinking..
Ohm felt so so happy...
Reminiscing stops at |1:06 AM|
Sunday, August 13, 2006
A longer wkend at home...
Tuition today was cancelled cuz the kid wasnt feeling well, which gives me time to rest, and i slept the whole afternoon again..After lunch, i just off my tv and went to my parents' bed and slept thr. Even when my mum called me, i just use my small pillow and covered my ear and cont slping. See, how tired i was...and couldnt bother with anythingy...
Last night, was in an extrememly bad mood..
My mood was low for the past few days, and someone just cum and disturb me again last night. No wonder, the volcano was about to erupt.
Fortunately, i asked my xue xiong (senior) to entertain me, ended up he came up wif a lot of theories and gossips, which ultimately still manage to cheer me up.lol. Yeah, gajuga gt 2 more seniors joining me for astro classes, andy n xue xiong (nic) lo. And I cant believe i missed the latest gossip on gajuga. No one told me bout it lo, and i seem to be the last to noe, cuz of all the gatherings i missed, the cycling and kayaking. No wonder, Taichong called me last evening to ask me go down to the bedok interchange to join them for dinner, mentioning he gt gossips for me.lol. Din join them, cuz of my naps. Ya, Sleep again..
But the latest news was quite disappointing. Couldnt believe that rumours becum the truth lo.
Are all guys lyk tt too? If it is, it'll be so so sad lo..
Ah pek bernard was saying i pang seh him for dinner on friday.-_-'''
Well, he din even ask me earlier la, last min then asked me. I have already asked yj n her sis lo.
Ya, was telling him nxt time ba, asking him to open his curtains big, so tt i could c tt he's another freak hu's ard on a friday evening..lol..
Haiz, still haven gt my hall foc's pics..Still waiting...
I just realise i dun hav labs on tuesday, it's been changed to tcm again..Damn, 6 hours of tcm on tuesday??!!!
I decide not to care about anythingy animore, well, at least for now.Oh ya, kailin / annabel..u gg ur nus bookshop on monday?
gal, i nid u to help me chk out the price of a txtbook, clinical anatomy. I gif u the details soon..thanks sia.
Its time for ohm to go back to her tv program..
Reminiscing stops at |4:03 PM|
Friday, August 11, 2006
Another wk is gone just lyk tt..
School, lectures,almost 4 hrs of tcm lect everyday, og outings, supper....
It is only the lst wk of sch, and hell, we're experiencing stress. The heavy workload, the packed timetable, the stressing of quizzes gg to be held soon, n ya, one of our tcm exam ppr is gg to b held on 3rd october lo, one month plus earlier than ani other pprs, and hall activities, sch activities, the coming uup nomination n running for the main committee..
Felt so sad bt my timetable lo. Tt time when we registered for our modules, we'll nt informed bout the practical on sat, and now, i had pract till 430 every sat. SAD!!!! Here goes my wkend..
Nomination for school and hall main committee starting nxt wk..
Was asked by many if i'm cont running for the nxt committee dis yr. haiz. Another thing troubling me. Somehw, i dun mind gg for it, but looking at the horrendous timetable i have, it just put me off. Precisely, this year, i just want to conc more on my studies,no more last minute pia-ing for the exam le.
Many of the seniors are either not running again (retiring) or it's their last yr in sch le. So, it might turn out to be a committee made up of mainly freshies?
Moving into the extension block single room, somehw, almost every night din manage to sleep well. Initially, i thought it was coz i'm sick and was coughing away, but as i'm recovering, it was not the cough tt keeping me awake. Seems like i'm nt the only one hu's nt slping well here too..
Past few days, my dearest hall freshies have been keeping me accompany in hall. Our lst supper outing (excluding the one we had at changi village), our lst mahjong session in my small rm ( i din play, most of the time, was sitting thr, stoning), dinner wif few of them, n msn chatting..
Haiz, couldnt go for the kayaking tml wif gajuga's, coz of the lect till 430 lo. haiz..
national day was spent catching the fireworks at kallang wif old man. Been a long time since i last watched fireworks live in kallang lo..lol..this will oso be the last yr we'll be having ndp at kallang stadium..haiz..
dunno y, just feel kinda depressed today.
Maybe cuz of the extra anatomy tutorial after the tcm lesson?Tot thr was no lesson after tt lo, and was on my way back to hall, when serene called me to inform me bt it..haiz..
or maybe, i have to stay alone in quiet hall on a friday night, when everyone was happily gg back home. Haiz, i just cant believe i have to do so again, after spending a sem of staying in hall on a friday night. Pathetic la. To make it worse, now, i was staying in the extension side, which was exceptionally quiet n maybe eerie at night. Damn. For once, i miss the loudness of the noisy "ah peks" at blk 64..
ohm is in the sad sad mode...
Reminiscing stops at |4:29 PM|
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
James Morrison - You give me something
You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart
Think of a sincere smile meant just for you - and u'll smile to urself..
Reminiscing stops at |1:47 AM|
Monday, August 07, 2006
Been a long time since i update this blog here..
Aftermath of the foc camp, felt totally drained, and tired. In fact, so tired tt i could even stand n slp at the same time. Horrible. Till nw, haven totally regained all my energy n still lack of my beauty sleep.
Hall camp was alright, fun despite all the conflicts and unhappiness here n thr. Still, i enjoyed the camp, great to noe the freshies, and more seniors in hall.
It was the lst time tt i ever walked so much in my life. This year, the amazing race was so so xiong lo, we walked from boon lay to kallang park, rest for a night, then walked all the way to east coast park again. We never took ani transport lo, except for the shuttle bus from IMM to clementi. Tt's all we ever took lo. I could feel my leg breaking after tt. To make things worse, I joined the freshies for dragonboat session oso. Wah, after tt, i could feel myself tearing apart, my limbs were aching all the way yet as a gl, i endure. It was oso the lst time tt we have such a xiong amazing race and dragonboat session in our hall, and the lst time we had "powder bath" at Kallang Park. Despite the toughness, or maybe it's the xiong-ness tt brought our whole og closer together, together as one (our og motto for last few days of camp).
It was oso our lst initiation night in our hall. Was having fun disturbing the freshies. Making them dig coins in a pail of worms, dig stuffs in a wrapped toliet bowl, doing confidence slides, etc. Was attached back to my old og, and had fun giving names to the freshies. Poor 2 pegeant guys from the grp, was given the name of pervert one and two, coz of me. lol.
Fright night was held in the old changi hospital. So so eerie, just by looking at the exterior of the building. Cant believe how the freshies manage to survive the route in thr. We gls were sent to the start point, and had to walk in the dark to the end pt to mit the freshies. It was so so dark, tt i couldnt c a thing, and i slipped and fell, cutting myself on my right leg. So suay lo, hurting myself at old CH and at the 7th month. lol. This was followed by supper at changi village with the entire og. The lst supper we had tgt. Wat a night of screams and fun..
The last day of camp was beach games. Short beach games followed by sp night at home club. It was "dian qiu xiang" again, whereby the guys will choose the their fellow sp by asking them yes/no qns only. The female gls oso joined in the fun, with the masks on. It was a fun night, but everything ended ard 11pm, and the club was then opened to public and free-flow of drinks. After tt, came back hall early,din joined the others at mos. Was too tired to cont partying.
It was a great camp, though more xiong than sch camp and last yr camp. Mit nice freshies who bcum my gd frenz, and along the way, the encouragement and assistance given to one another esp during amazing race, definitely does help in building friendship.
After camp:
Sleep and more sleep...
Mit up with old man for lunch and went bugis buy bag. n guess wat,old man was mistaken as sec 4 kid??!! -_-'''
sunday was spent on tuition as usual, and came back hall get ready for sch..for the next day.
So nt ready for sch lo, i still wan some fun. 3 mths of hols a bit the fast lo. Still, i'll keep to my promise.
lst day of sch:
2 lectures in the day, then the afternoon was spent bringing my freshies ard the school, looking at the exhibition booth and lunch with my bms n bs frenz and of coz some of my hall freshies.
Now, as i m typing dis, my dear freshies r at joint hall bash. Din go down for it, well..i dun chiong one lo..lol..somemore, sch opens le, dun wana chiong so much le.
Haiz, tml have 6 hours of tcm lectures lo..sianz..so so sianz lo. n i have 6 days week la. Thought thr's a rule bout only 5 days week lo, hw cum our is exactly 6 days wk lo. Sat has lecture in the morning, followed by practical in the afternoon till 430pm la. Unfair!!!!!
After camp, there's so so much og outing lo. Gajuga's outing dis cuming sunday, and more Camalus's supper?? or lunch?? at sch..lol
Next wk, thr's subcom appreciation dinner n futsal challenge lo..going to b vv vv busy le..
Ohm is returning back to her own self soon after the camp..no more crazy siao gal gal le..
Reminiscing stops at |9:46 PM|
