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Thursday, September 22, 2005
it's mugging period for the cuming exam..everyone's in mugging mood..suddenly everyone seems so abnormal in hall..no more loud luffters and screamings and late nite tonning ovr each other's rm..onli late nite studying in one's rm or in hall's studying rm..i was oso motivated by mi neighhbours to study..n nw was in the mugging mode..
speaking of mi neighbours, it's so weird lo..dey're juz too quiet and diff nw..compared to their craziness and loudness in the hall..all of them r so damn stressed..n i even saw issac cuming outfrom his rm, seating at the cooridor ledge and smoke alone..haiz..even py, one of mi closest neighbour n mi psychologist..he's so so diff..he seems so troubled lately and quiet..usually quiet..seems to alwaze hav lotsa stuffs on his mind and still keep it to himself..weird..tried to tok 2 him bout it..but he's juz keep avoiding it..no choice la..i can't help too..心病 onli he can cure it himself..
exam is reallie getting everyone's crazy..even er..he seems so so stressed..saw him at the canteen yesterdae..he's so stressed up..and even c him taking his notes in the canteen and taking his dinner back to his rm to eat and study at the same time..haiz..
recently, been trying to keep miself fully occupied wif mi catching up of wrk(seriously, staying in hall, all play and little wrk, make mi realise i nid to catch up a lot on mi wrk..a lot a lot lo)..haiz..oso..trying to prevent miself from tinking too much and landing into depression..haiz..but i hav 2 admit la..i landed into tt 70% is due to him la..haiz..
cum to tink of it..i miss him vv vv badly..it's juz few daes onli lo..haiz..i miss his sms which he used to send almost everydae and the toks on msn everydae and of coz the times when we go out tgt..i miss everythingys bout him..even nw..when i saw his name on msn..i hav the urge to go n tok 2 him..haiz..but i din..i dunno..i hav been telling miself..mabe consoling..lying to miself tt he's busy mugging for exam tt's y..but i dunno..i realllie dunno..or mabe he's juz a jerk..giving mi so much hope n nw?haiz..but seriously..i felt i hav fallen too deep and hurt miself too much liao..haiz..juz hope thingys will get better soon..
haiz..nid to go back to look for e-journal for mi assignment liao..
when will i get mi ans from u?when will u stop keeping everythingy to urself..u're juz so unpredictable..haiz..
Reminiscing stops at |1:50 AM|