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Friday, September 23, 2005
i dunno wat to sae..
i'm juz so foolish..feel so stopid of miself..for holding on to the impossible
i'm juz so stopid to let u have a chance to cum close to mi..n touch mi heart wif thingys u hav done..
stopid enuff to let u into mi heart ..
it's hard..hard for mi 2 4gt everythingy..all the thingys we done tgt..
nw..whenever i c u ard, or c u online..mi heart juz ache..ache..y hav we turned out 2 b lyk tt?
y dun u juz give mi an ans n stop keeping everythingy 2 urself..
y 2 u hav 2 give mi so much hopes in the lst place n let mi fall nw, hurting mi deeper n deeper..
u tink i've hurt u wif mi coldness n watever shit..i'm sorrie then..
but when will b ur turn to apologise for all the pain tt u have brought 2 mi..i bet u'll nvr noe tt u've hurt mi so so so deeply..worse than ed's case..the lst time i hav been so heartbroken tt i hav changed to another person..alwaze feeling so dejected in mi heart..
i juz wan 2 tell u..dun make up ani excuses animore..
it's impossible for us 2 go out tgt again..or r we? will i agree again when u ask mi?will i be so soft-hearted again?
i will try..2 4gt everythingy bout u..but it's hard..so hard..so hard...
Reminiscing stops at |2:01 AM|