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Friday, October 07, 2005
been blogging everydae for the past few daes, decided to put dwn all mi feelings, dun care if anione is reading mi blog liao..kinda sick of cooping every single thingy in mi heart, i feel so terrible, blogging is juz one waze of relieving stress for mi dese daes..
din do much wrk todae, haiz..coz too tired liao.somemore it's end of the wk..i nid a rest..seriously, i nid a rest though mi wrk is still piling up wif all the revisions..haiz..
had moodswing todae, kinda ignore mi gd neighbours even when dey called mi..dunno y..juz dun feel gd todae..
was blasting mi music juz nw, when i heard someone calling out..the voice is so familiar..i turned dwn the music by a bit, then i heard the voice more clearly nw..i turned mi head 2wards the stairs thr, can onli his backview..the backview is so so so familiar, someone hu was so close to mi, someone hu touched mi heart and hurt the pathetic mi..haiz..immediately, mi mood changes uncontrollably, i started to feel sad..damn sad..at least i tried to keep miself occupied, avoiding the reoccurance of the depression..haiz..
realise tt one of mi subcomers is having in the same situation as mi..he's juz as hurt as mi..finallie, thr's someone hu reallie understand hw i feel..thanks a lot..i hope thingys will turn out better for the both of us..dun worry too much..time will heal all wounds..
i wonder when would mine be healed?..haiz
i'm sorrie to sae tt..but i do miss u..vv badly..y muz u appear in front of mi?juz seeing ur backview, it alreadie hurt mi..please, please, tell mi, when would all dis stop..when would mi heart listen to her owner?
Reminiscing stops at |2:39 AM|
