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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
tt's wat i'm feeling lately, been trying to keep miself happy, to avoid depression, tinking bout him, and to conc on mi wrk, but it turned out tt it's much harder than i've expected. Still, i manage to cheer miself up a bit..nt lyk previous mth which i had depression twice..so terrible rite?haiz..
in the end, i joined jereme's team to b GL for nxt yr foc. Hiaz, quite sad, coz the galz in the og i'm nt close to them leh..though i'm closer to the guys, mi neighhbours, but guys r guys and galz r galz..hard to b damn close..damn hard..and everyone tot i'll b vv on tt kind..m i? seriously, even i miself oso nt vv sure bout it..watever it is, it still hav to depend vv much on mi mood..haiz..juz hope everythingy turned out fine then..
lyk i said b4, everyone is changing..even jereme hu alwaze scream at mi, seems to have tame dwn a lot..he din scream at mi nw..in fact, he even show some concern as a neighbour, asking mi if i wan cooling tea or pi pa gao for mi sore throat..wow..hahah..even py seems back to normal, a little la..except for his pms sometimes..while bernard seems stressed recently, wif lotsa vulgar lang..haiz..n issac seems more dao nw..okie..i admit i dao him lst la..haiz..
i'm sick of econs liao..imagine u hav studied it for daes n nw b4 the test, u still dun hav the confidence at all..haiz..totally sick of econs..haiz..the feelings juz suck..
i tot i can avoid u..but it seems i juz can't..haiz..y is giving up so hard..haiz
dese daes have nt been smoothly for u..hope life would b much better than tt for the both of us..Staring right back in the faceA memory can't be erasedI know, because I triedStart to feel the emptinessAnd everything I'm gonna missI know, that I can't hide
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