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Saturday, January 07, 2006
it's juz the lst wk of sch, yet life is already so hectic, wif so much thingys happening..
as mentioned in the last post, tcm lect start dis sem, and i hav already attended 12hrs of tcm lessons within dis wk. sadly to sae, i still can't get the grist of it, in fact, i managed to understand wat the lecturer was toking after her interpretation, but the application of it is juz hard. haiz..worse still, wif onli about 60 ppl in the klass or mabe the whole cohort, everyone suddenly seems so competitive. i agree wif serene on dis..everyone is lyk..eh..u noe..the competition we faced throughout our pri, sec n jc sch life,exam time..it's juz the lst wk of sch, n we're alreadie experiencing it.
wif juz 60 of us studying dis course, mani ppl tot we shld able to bond and mixed well..yet, it does nt seem so. besides, the competitve enviroment, everyone is lyk so dao, alwaze stay within their jc clinques. Maybe, the situation is much better compared to the sem..but..haiz..u noe wat i mean..lyk wat mi neighbour, sabrina said, its hard to get true close frenz in uni, compared to jc or sec, when we r so pure and innocent..
was irritated wif py juz nw, he accused mi of nt asking his permission to lend the mahjong set and table.wth..i din even play lo..its his roomie hu agrees to lend to the galz neighbours and its roomie hu did nt even ask him..no wonder thurs nite, he seems so bu shuan when he tok 2 mi..wth..coz he tot i was playing wif the galz, so i did nt ask him for the stuffs..n nw i hav 2 ensure tt the thingys r returned back to his rm tml nite..wth..though hes considered the gd-tempered one, n he added lotsa "haha" in his msn msg, i could still sense the diff and tt he was unhappy..wth.. n i was upset too...
lst marketing lect on thurs, so far nt as bad as i tot..its seems so much interesting than econs, but the thingy is tt, the lect is held tgt wif the core acc n biz ppl, thus thr's a super big group, filling up the whole of MLT and its so so noisy and distracting..rite bl? haiz..i hate noisy lect..no wonder i did nt attend ani of mi econ lect last sem..
lily came to ntu on thurs, she seems to visit all the halls rite?hahah..n my hall is her last visit b4 she left ntu, so long din c her liao, and she came wif michelle, candy and cemin..and we took lotsa pics. gal, send mi the pics leh, or post on ur blog, then i go take..hahahah
lst meeting wif the main com held yesterdae, as usual it dragged on for 2 hours, boring, mentally tiring meeting..so much things to do. ISRG cuming up, and SBS day. and i gt mi main com polo tee, designed by sher..and i gt back almost 30 bucks for teaching at the kids during the hols, for the main com cancavssing after the deduction..hmm..nt bad la..at least manage to earn some easy $$ (tot i won't even gt a cent since its canvassing)..haiz..n nw, thr's prob wif the survey we did b4..and it seems we hav 2 redo?haiz..wth
been helping to train the young galz for mi position in wkend. tiring, even though its coaching, i trained wif them too..tired..
was wondering if i shld go back on mon for hari raya.haiz..dun wana go back home and go back hall again on tue nite, juz few hours oso ..so troublesome..so anione of u wan go out on tue 2 buy cny clothes?i haven get ani..die liao..n its cuming in few wks time..n in tt case i wont nid 2 go home on mon..so if anione, give mi a sms...
plz do nt give mi ani more hope..i'm sure u wan 2 get out of dis too..do leave me alone..and plz make ur intention known, no more mind guessing games for me. i'm so sick of it, so scared of turning soft, weak and vulnerable.
Reminiscing stops at |8:18 PM|
