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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
y r u so so sensitive? y u mind so much when i meant nuthun 2 u at all..y r u saeing tt i'm hurting u, esp when u ask mi nt to misunderstand in the lst place..
if u tink i'm hurting u..u r juz hurting urself..
tink bout the hurt tt u hav brought bout..i juz cant b bothered bout u animore..
so if u wana hurt mi again, well..u r hurting urself eventually..i'm numb to the hurt and pains..so pardon mi for the coldness tt i'm giving u, esp after all u hav done..and dun blame mi for the hurt..coz u r the cause of it urself..
mon, watched i not stopid too, lst time wif mi course ppl,esther,wh,yj,serene and tcm prof wif his husband..
and i cried almost throughout the whole show..so so sad..sob..sob..sob..
counselling by edwin on the fone again. he trying to find ways to help mi 4gt the unhappiness i had..so nice of him..him n his "its all in the mind"..and "telling myself to be strong"..sadly, i'm juz weak..unlike him..mentally and pysically strong.sick still can go thru the strenous commandoes trning..pei fu..n hes gonna b off to tekong for 2-3 wks..gonna miss mi dear bro then..
went for isrg @ hall 8 again juz nw..sianz..but ended up playing darts juz nw..lst time throwing darts..gd experience..yp and derek were teaching mi hw 2 throw and aim properly etc..so fun..hahah
john gg attachment for 6 mths..hes leaving tonite..wed nite..he juz told mi he might b staying on in shanghai for bout a yr..a yr?when its supposed to b 6 mths..he juz dun wan tell mi the reason..haiz..tc dude..enjoy urself there and will miss ya..mi dear fren..
Reminiscing stops at |12:36 AM|
