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Sunday, March 05, 2006
another wkend in hall..
for the past one wk, it has been an emotional wk for mi..if u hav seen mi being unusually quiet lately, it doesnt mean i'm hurt nor sad..juz tt, i';m juz too tired wif all e wrk piling up and more activties cuming up..totally tired..tts for the early wk..for the later part of the wk..the wkend, it has been extremely horrible, terrible and disappointing once again..the feeling juz suck..being numb to it and nt able to cry out all ur troubles..i'm lost..totally lost..
my smile was undercut by a look of permanent sadness that i was trying hard to hide..no one will ever understand the pains and hurt i'm gg thru''...
shant bored u all wif the daily boring activties..
haiz..gg 2 b extreme busy for nxt few wks..
tonite..hav 2 go hall 8 to practise for sbs dae performance..
mon - quizzes..covering 6 lect..argh..
- nite..hav 2 b in sch for sbs dae final rehersal..
tue - sbs dae..long dae..argh..
wed - project discussion
sat - ntu open hse
nxt wk - project presentation and quizze covering 6 lect again..argh..
nxt nxt wk..marketing inidividual report..another 13 hrs gg 2 b gone..haiz..
dose r the more cfm ones..
juz cum back fr jubilee hall nt long ago..went 2 watch hall 8 production..support cat and yp..well done galz..gd job..
super tiring though..
i have accept it unknowningly and foolishly, nw its time for mi to overcum it and let go..plz do gif mi strength for tt..
its unfair hw u manage to gif up and 4gt so easily and yet i'm still struggling here..
okok..tired..time to go slp and wake up early 2 study for quiz tml..
Reminiscing stops at |2:06 AM|