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Sunday, March 26, 2006
something to ponder about:
"Its nt whether u can or nt, its a matter of whether u wan or nt"
how true isit? many times, when we failed to get sth tt we wan, we dream of, we wish of, we find excuses like.."mabe its lack of our talent", "try again, nxt time", "its okie, mabe its fate, some things r juz nvr meant to b"..perhaps we juz din not want success badly enuff, tts y we did nt put in most efforts. its the same, when it cums to work, r/s etc..have u ask urself, " y did i fail?" " y cant i get wat i wan?" "wat's wrong wif mi?" have u qns ur own shortcumings, or juz blaming on others or fate? consolation to oneself is nvr realistic.
sumtimes, i blame the presence of someone in mi life, blacklisting her, consoling miself tt if she is nt ard, things wldnt hav been so bad, things wldnt have turned out lyk tt..(wont mention hu isit though)
cum to tink of it, mabe i did nt wan tt badly enuff, i did nt try hard enuff..did i?
all tt i've paid for it, juz aint enuff..??
juz tired to cont trying..
mabe tt's all i can ever get..
mabe was juz foolish enuff to fall into ur trap again and again..
i'm really okay with it, i will not be selfish. i will not ask you to stay, because i want it for your own good.
some ppl might look innocent, but they are the most incorrigible ones..horrible, terrible bunch of bitches..no one will noe wat lies beneath them, wat's they r tinking, their evil motives..sweet innocent bitches r juz bunch of undesirable homo sapiens.
Reminiscing stops at |3:17 PM|
