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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
juz been back fr supper few hours ago
getting fat these daes, wif all the supper i've been having due to the late night muggings..but i've been skipping mi lunch for the past 2 daes..juz no mood to eat at all, mabe, juz too stressed to eat?? been forcing miself to eat energy bars for lunch..
supper tonite at ah fang's wif jon and lena..ernest drove us out for supper n the 3 of us walked all the way back to hall, climbing the gates, walking past the dark yunnan garden, screaming away, walking past the lake scaring miself away..
exam is juz nxt wk away, exactly 7 more daes..shit..lst ppr is basic tcm..damn..so much to rmb, so much 2 study..yet, thr's lab reports to pia and the tcm hw,wif 4 tcm essay qns to finish..damn..
wanting to skip todae's lect to pia mi reports..haiz..
cant help oso..its tcm lect, and i'll onli end up slping thr, and suffering in the extreme uncomfortable cold rm..
jon was telling mi mabe i shld show some respones few daes ago..
juz todae, he told mi, its so obvious lo..esp the hint..
mabe he's juz too sensitive??i dunno bout it, sumtimes, i reallie doubt e person though..or mabe i'm unsure of hw 2 respond to such circumstances? mabe, i've been used to "straight forward" asking tt kind?or mabe, i'm juz insensitive? or mabe, i'm juz avoiding it, nt living in reality?
but things wld hav bee diff if he've approached mi, things wldnt be the same..
n i admit..the soft heart of mine was easily touched as usual..
Reminiscing stops at |5:26 AM|