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Sunday, May 07, 2006
i can finally say tt its over (actuallie ends on thurs)
no more sitting at the pathetic desk scribbling ur ans furiously
no more late nights of trying to squeeze all the info into the small pathetic saturated brain of mine
its the end
its over
and hols is here..
wats more GSS is here??!! cant wait to go shopping..haven reallie start mi retail therapy since the end of exams..
the last ppr on thurs was juz too ridiculous..
mcq each costing 3-4 marks
structured qns are mostly design ur own expt qns, wats even worse is tt no text r to be written, and the ans muz b in e form of drawings..
damn..dis is juz as bad..
However, i juz cant b bothered bout it or shld i sae i juz couldnt let mi joyous feelings be affected by dis disastrous ppr, esp its AFTER EXAM!!
3 daes of consecutive pprs were killing me!!
i had severe ulcers, the most number i ever had..5 of them!!
pimples outbreak!!
3 nights of 2 hours of slp each..juz too nervous? too stressed? to slp? i juz couldnt slp at all..
Its no wonder tt after my final paper, i went crazy, laughing and being lame..
after the ppr, went back hall, mit up wif lena, sean n jon to go jp for lunch
the lunch tt costs us 98 bucks..wow..sort of post-exam madness..
then jon n i did some shopping b4 we went to mit up wif the galz, ts n kl hu're staying over..
back in hall, i went a bit mad though, screaming n luffing away..b4 we all get ready to kbox..
sang for about 4 hrs till 1am, until mi throat went mad, coarse from all the singing and also due to the vodka i was having.
back in hall, chit-chatting wif the galz, mahjong, packing of mi rm for the "moving out" and moving some of my stuffs to jon's rm ..until the nxt morning 6 plus, i juz couldnt help it n fall aslp.
and fri, i juz wasted mi time slping..
returning home, i slept fr 3pm to 1am, even skipping my dinner..
then watch my korean drama, GONG, again, for the 2nd time..
its juz to nice..
gg singing later in the day wif ky, jing, sw,jw n fsl..
sometimes, i cant stand the guys..
dey r the ones hu suggested to meet up, and when we gal organised it, and asked them if which dae wat time, wld they b available..
all they replied is, " c hw lst"
wtf..
then, dey start accusing us, for telling them the time last min or some other stopid excuses..
wth..
things happen again, juz nw, ky was telling me, the guys shoot her for informing them last min again..and even when she informed them the time, they told her " c lst la"
damn pissed..i told her," ask them again..if they dun wan..then dun sing..we can go sing w/o them"
guys r juz stopid..bunch of self-fish assholes..only think for themselves..
so much things to do for the hols..
work..starting work on mon, so gg back hall wif lena fr mons to thurs. its gg to b so so lonely in the hall, jon will nt b ard to entertain us..haiz..he'll b off to bangkok n phuket
cross-stitch..dunno y, juz feel lyk doing cross-stitch.
shopping..GSS cuming
movies...cant wait for da vinci code to open on 18th May and edwin promises to pei me catch movies after exam..waiting for his return from the strenous commandoes trning in taiwan.
moving out of hall..haven finish packing my stuffs..too much things liao..argh..
and many many more...
it's gg to be a long summer hols..
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isnt it true tt we all have sth to hide?
and most of us dun realie lyk to admit it, but we definitely have at least a thing that we dun wan ppl to noe, whether it is our past, our r/s or juz the deeper one in ourselves. So we juz hide it or run away from it, or juz put up a brave front in front of others.
Face it then..
no use running animore.
dun worry bt rejection or failure or tt u'll stumble..
life is not about how you fell..but how you get up and walk again.
if one have known dis, one wouldnt be avoiding or hiding then..
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sumtimes ago, i popped dis qns to lena,
y isit so hard for a couple hu used to love each other to bcum frenz again after dey broke up?
y isit so hard for one to bcum frenz again after being faced wif rejection?
It reallie juz depend..
depend on hw one looks at it..
win n i still bcum buddies, gd frenz even after the confession..
but, sumtimes, some things r juz nt wat u have expected..
some ppl juz feel guilty bout it..
Reminiscing stops at |1:42 AM|
