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Thursday, October 05, 2006
So far, school was okie, except for tcm lesson..as usual so chinese lit..haiz
Was discussing wif yj bt sth today..sth tt just spoil my whole day..the more i think about it, the more i talk about it...maybe i think too much, or maybe i m just a perfectionist..so please dun ask wat's it about..
Know how i said sometimes even the people you thought you could trust can prove you wrong?
Well, sometimes, someone does something amazing. It doesnt have to be someone u trust. Doesn't have to be anything great, but it touches you in a way you can't explain. It's very innocent, very pure, very sincere. And it stands out because it's different from all the rest.
You simply don't know how to take it, and you don't know if you trust it, but somehow, you do. Simply because this person made you feel that someone actually cared enough to think about you, and not just tell you that. Not anything spectacular, but the impact was just that. A little bit goes a long way, right?Some people are really nice afterall. Genuinely nice. So many people don't know what they want to do with their lives. Most people just go with the flow and take whatever life hands out to them. But sometimes, all you need is someone like this to happen to see that life is not just a straight narrow corridor. A little pit stop at the next room you pass, or a little peek out the window can make that much difference.
"Why build up hopes so that you can be disappointed?"
well, maybe it's foolish and silly, but i held onto hope, like the hope of meaning something to you, because that gave me something to go for. something to do. something to want...even though it hurt sometimes. and yet, despite the hurt, it made me happy to hope.
i was happy when you messaged me, happy when you're happy about something i did for you. i was happy with the hopes i built and didn't want to stop hoping because the moments of happiness i got beats the disappointment i felt when things didn't end up the way i wanted because at that point in my life, those moments were the happiest i've been...
there's so much uncertainty in life...and sometimes, a little hope is what some people need to get through it. maybe because, to some people, where a special someone is concerned, no matter what, keep hoping and holding on is enough. a little hope might just bring with it a little bit more happiness. like children, we never give up hope.and sometimes, it doesn't really matter that it's happy ever after, just as long as it's happy right now. that's why people cling on to hope.
ohm is thinking...the icy cold numbness god-mother just occupy her whole heart..
ohm wans drink vodka...absolute vodka..(a bottle of absolut vodka was sitting on my shelf..tempting me..)
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Reminiscing stops at |3:59 PM|
